Minute After Midnight - Masochist (Official Music Video)

Minute After Midnight - “Masochist” Listen/Download: https://ffm.to/mam_masochist Stay connected with Minute After Midnight Facebook: https://ffm.link/mim_fb Instagram: https://ffm.link/mim_ig YouTube: https://ffm.link/mim_yt TikTok: https://ffm.link/mim_tt Stay connected with Fearless Records Website: http://www.fearlessrecords.com Facebook: http://found.ee/FearlessFB Instagram: http://found.ee/FearlessIG Twitter: http://found.ee/FearlessTW TikTok: http://found.ee/FearlessTT -- LYRICS Gonna set fire to myself Just so I can feel the flames Standing on the ledge in my head Jump to see if I would break So honestly there’s only so much I can take No apologies Now I’m laughing at the mess I made So numb underneath Only feel something when I bleed These scars all over my skin Remind me I’m a masochist My heart’s beaten at best Could call me an optimist My thoughts never make sense It’s better if I don’t exist Each day I lay in my bed And wonder why Am I like this Why am I like this Carved the verse into my arm Just so I could feel the pain Always knew right from the start I’d be my own worst enemy Self sabotage has always been my best friend No I don’t know if I could ever let me win These scars all over my skin Remind me I’m a masochist My heart’s beaten at best Could call me an optimist My thoughts never make sense It’s better if I don’t exist Each day I lay in my bed and wonder why Am I like this Now I’m a hazard to my health Wish I could be somebody else Screaming why am I like this No there’s no beauty in the pain When I’m hear circling the drain Screaming why am I like this These scars all over my skin Remind me I’m a masochist My heart’s beaten at best Could call me an optimist My thoughts never make sense It’s better if I don’t exist Each day I lay in bed And wonder why Am I like this Why am I like this Why am I like this