The Relapse Symphony - Goodnight, Goodbye

Looking back on this disaster
I can't believe I gave in
I see my mother with a pasture
I feel the body embracing

I NEVER LET MYSELF LIVE, I JUST GAVE IN!

Now I'm just a shadow to watch over them
Nightly visits from the hell that I'm condemned
Goodnight, goodbye
A life cut short with grieving now I have sinned

I never knew that mortal escape
meant an endless nightmare
AND ALL THOSE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE FUCKIN' HATE
[?]

I NEVER LET MYSELF LIVE, I JUST GAVE IN!
I HOPE EVERYONE CAN FORGIVE [?]

Now I'm just a shadow to watch over them
Nightly visits from the hell that I'm condemned
Goodnight, goodbye
A life cut short with grieving now I have sinned

If the world wants to make you run and hide
And you love contemplating suicide
Remember these words and what I say
FUCK THE WORLD, PUSH AHEAD!

Now I'm just a shadow to watch over them
Nightly visits from the hell that I'm condemned
Goodnight, goodbye
A life cut short with grieving now I have sinned

Now I'm just a shadow to watch over them
Nightly visits from the hell that I'm condemned
Goodnight, goodbye
A life cut short with grieving now I have sinned

GOODBYE!