Godsticks - Angry Concern (from Faced with Rage)

Is it a game?
It's a lie, surely you must realize
Is it my shame?
Is it some test from those you idolize?

What will I gain?
How do I get someone to demonize?
Why am I faced
With the cold truth that this is not real life?

Maybe I've seen the light
Maybe it's time to walk a hundred miles
Maybe I've seen the light - why?
Maybe I should walk away this time

Will I get the pain all the way?
Will I see the end of the day?
I believe I'm going the right way
Think I'll need a fortune to stay

I will go and decide
Maybe it's alright
And don't say goodbye
Maybe it's on

Near to the end
Close to my, close to my enemies
When will I wake?
Is it my time? I just want their demise

I will go and decide
Maybe it's alright
And don't say goodbye
Maybe it's on