Satyr - Totem

Lyrics: Careless desperation Undermining self restraint Still seeking substances stranger than our fictions Jaded by monotonous standards of living  Inquired to find new release Combative thoughts obstructed Pursued the source of contradictions  Subsisted on soliloquies Heightened reverence  Denying these circumstances culminated in disdain Self awareness set aside  Accepting depletion’s detrimental apathy for now  Exonerates this impulse instantly required Will this suffice as catharsis again? Abstain from otiose endeavors this time Severance was never mutual when blamed alone Accepting honesty with expansion  At least that’s how it's perceived  Identify approaches executed towards ascension Covet the constraint denied Declaring boundaries with inhibitional reprieve  Still differing from the expectation that’s set  Before their predicted deportation  More abatement, the mantra of this time spent Constructing exceptions  Deliverance  Take the first shot now Break Limiting appeasement  Calculating assurance  Devolved by invading invitations Avoiding the opinion of any adherent believer Exception antagonist affirmed  Against the tides  Discovered potential inflamed  Define exceptional assimilation  Beyond this residential prediction Confided reliance on aperture  Declared activation Enabled but unabandoned within an unsought vessel  My acceptance still undisclosed  Anecdotes garnered over time excused  Find the roots of intuition  Diminished lethargy  Concern subsided for now See the sign divide away My disguise just might evade I decide wherever skies may stay Found my place within myself Allowed in  Still searching for what I’ve got left inside Diluting ambition  Forced acquiescence again  I’ve got nothing left to prove for now Permission acquired  Accented overture Caught up in a lie with myself at the moment Ascension demanding occupational hazards I've got nothing to prove for now but still possess no answers Command abandoned entrapment of my thoughts Still on the search for what I’ve got left