elijah - harder to lie. [Visualizer]

Lyrics: i'm suffocating from self medicating and i don’t know a way out when i say i blame you and scream that i hate you it tastes like blood in my mouth and i can’t face all of my mistakes so i broke every mirror in this place i'm suffocating from self medicating like i don’t know a way out yeah i swear i don’t even remember your face all my memories of you are starting to fade i’m not spending every night here lying awake yeah i’m doing okay i swear that I'm okay i keep saying that it gets better with time i keep telling everybody that i’m doing fine yeah you’re not always sitting in the back of my mind but it’s really getting harder and to lie yeah feeling so hopeless but you’ll never notice cuz you know that i won’t admit that you cut me open here alone and broken yeah you left me so sick i bite my tongue when it comes to you just hide and choke down the truth feeling so hopeless but you’ll never notice why can’t you see what you did yeah i swear i don’t even remember your face all my memories of you are starting to fade i’m not spending every night here lying awake yeah i’m doing okay i swear that I'm okay i keep saying that it gets better with time i keep telling everybody that i’m doing fine yeah you’re not always sitting in the back of my mind but it’s really getting harder and to lie yeah harder to lie harder to lie, yeah harder to lie harder to lie i know my walls are caving in cus you broke me down again and again disguise my lies beneath my skin i just pretend i just pretend yeah i swear i don’t even remember your face all my memories of you are starting to fade i’m not spending every night here lying awake yeah i’m doing okay i swear that I'm okay i keep saying that it gets better with time i keep telling everybody that i’m doing fine yeah you’re not always sitting in the back of my mind but it’s really getting harder and to lie yeah harder to lie harder to lie, yeah harder to lie harder to lie, yeah --- Follow Elijah on: - Instagram   / thexelijah   - TikTok   / elijah.elijah.  . - Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/2khsU...