I just wanna be realSadness holds me hostage when you're nearLike a depression machineA picture of good health 'til I go deep
It's only when I get downPeople keep pretending I'm a frownCoping with a diseaseBut the bright lights couldn't protect me
From the ten-mile stareAnd when I'm not thereBlue mist in my headAnxiety was made for me, I guess
I keep it on the insideSmiling through my broken teeth againBut when I cross the lineI lose myself unleash pure bitter hell
It's only when I get downPeople keep pretending I'm a frownCoping with a diseaseBut the bright lights couldn't protect me
From the ten-mile stareWhen I'm not thereBlue mist in my headAnxiety was made for me, I guess
No memory for forgettingNo commitment in your presenceNo solution to the struggleNo forgiveness for your penance
From the ten-mile stareWhen I'm not thereBlue mist in my headAnxiety was made for meTruth is I am scared
From the ten-mile stareWhen I'm not thereBlue mist in my headAnxiety was made for me, I guess
From the ten-mile stareWhen I'm not thereBlue mist in my headAnxiety was made for me, I guess